WHO THE FUCK CARES.

SERIOUSLY.
all of us should just heck care whatever people comment about us.
because even if you care, you cant change yourself anyway.
so shut the fuck up and accept who you are and love yourself more.
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its kinda the end of February.
and i am going to sum up February with one word,
"Awesome"
not super duper awesome, just a slight feeling of awesome-ness in lots of things, INCLUDING STUDIES.
:)
i am a study nerd now &i love studying.
"................"
seriously, screw you if you really believe me the "nerd" part. if not i wont be here anymore. HAHA
but i am serious about the "love studying" part.
smilinnnnnnnnnnnnnng. ^^
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lastly,
i know i dont have the power to make people smile everyday,
but i hope i did make people smile .

Happy Valentine's Day !

THE PICTURE BELOW DID NOT HAPPEN TO ME ON MY VALETINE'S DAY 2012.
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alright, i know valentine's day was like what 2days ago?

but i am gonna post about it. cause its kinda nice.

okay first of all, i didnt get much gifts or whatever stuff that a girl should expect to get.

but i got cards and letters from lots of friends, and that seriously just made me feel so touched.

and i got a rose from one of my dear friend. i know her for four years and for her to buy a rose to appreciate our friendship is really very nice.

"i love you wenqi!" "i love all the friends who wrote me cards/letters."

and the letter i made for all my friends, i really hope they like them. :)

took me quite awhile to make them and i was almost late for school because i overslept.

HAHA !

and all i wanted to say is,

Girls shouldn't feel sad if they are single or alone during Valentine's day.

because to me, i think boyfriend isn't everything.

Who's there for you when you have bad terms with your boyfriend?

You dear girls around you.

So girls shouldn't need a boyfriend to feel good about themselve.

However, to those who are attached, i really want to sincerely wish you a Happy Valentine's day.

:)

We all should just love ourselves more.

Because we care too much about others, especially guys.

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For this valentine, i didnt write letter to you.

i dont know if you even care or what. but i guess if i write to you,

i will really be the stupidest silliest girl in the world.

however, i will write your letter here.

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Dear _____,

Happy Valentine's Day.

I know we aren't talking, speaking, not even a hi, not even a single fucking hi.

I guess the only contact we have is eye contact.

and we're having more and more eye contact with each other nowadays which is so weird.

For your information, i really got over you, its a fact.

However, i fall in love having eye contact with you.

I dont know why, but everytime when we see each other, the feeling melt both our cold heart, and we are feeling it. I dont really care if i am the only one who felt this way, i dont even fucking care about your feelings because you are just way too difficult to figure out.

But now what i wonder the most now is, what if i never look away first, will we just keep staring?

I just keep wondering what's between us? What are we?

When can we ever speak again? As friends?

Because I really dont want to lose a friend like you.

That's it.

thisismyruletomyselffromnowon.

SERIOUSLY.
I HAVENT BEEN GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP THESE DAYS!!!
AND I AM ALWAYS FEELING SOOOO TIRED DURING CLASSES. OHMEGOD.
THIS ISNT A GOOD START FOR FEBRUARY! (PANIC)
everyday, i tell myself to sleep on time.
i will give myself all the time but i promise myself that i will stop doing anything everything at 11 and go to sleep.
this-is-my-rule-to-myself-from-now-on.
because if i dont get enough sleep, i will be dozing off during lesson. and i actually did :(
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And new update on my life.
sometimes i would want myself to be my own bestfriend. i am not trying to think very highly of myself. just that i realised i am very nice to my friends. and i actually would hope to have such a friend in my life. not saying that my currently girls sucks. i still love them much. :)
but then i realised something too. i always thought i could do everything for a friend. but i couldnt.
nobody is perfect, i am not perfect.
cus there are billion zillions of people in this world who can do anything, just not everything.
iamtalkingcrapbuthopeyouunderstand.
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and lastly, (for the girls out there)
this is so beautiful.

February, please be kind to me.

January was not a disaster.

but it was...................not really a perfect month.

I dont really know how to say it. but i just want february to be beautiful.

i know i havent been updating my blog for quite awhile, i am so sorry for that. but i am really putting my studies as first priority. :) i love you guys for coming to my blog. well, this month was really fine thought. just want a better month for February.

So, please be beautiful.

.....to get lost.

yes, i totally need that right now.
its chinese new year. its chu1 er4 today. and i am panicing if i shld study or not.
most probably, i wont.
because i've hesitating whether i should or not for hours. and appearantly, i wasted almost 3hours staring into space.
however, i made a great lunch for myself. :) YUMMY.
Sometimes, i am just so tired of everything.
dont doubt the previous post, i am still happy.
just that, i will be happi-er, if there's no such thing called school.
not saying i dont want to go sch, no. i love sch alot, its a place for me to see friends, great teachers.
but i just dont like all the up-coming test and the pressure stacking on me.
i know i have to face them anyway, but just right now,
i want to find a better place,
to get lost.
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and all i could say is.....
my dog just totally brighten up my day. :)
i love you Black.J
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